“Lets SHAKE it lest SHOUT it”

CHEER CAMP- was the best JEANNINE & JEN came there was a lot of bonding & a lot of great memories made so that was pretty STELLAR we got the HERKIE award so that basically meant that we were the best mofuckin squad at camp which I feel is pretty sick haha… we also got all BLUE RIBBONS, that made me hella happy on the real! On the last night we had a HUGE water fight after had a party at the bottom floor & kicked it with a few of the girls but  then I decided that I wanted to kick it with JEANNINE so I stayed in  her room & we caught up on hella shit & we also told each A LOT of stuff secret secret… she also gave me tips & advice that can help the squad,  damn I hella miss & luv that girl she is such a big inspiration then around 3:00 in the MORNING we called it a night well actually a morning then JEANNINE walked me to my room & we said our goodnights OVERALL- camp was a blast it was a pretty good feeling to get away from reality for a few days & to be just together & enjoy each others company I’m proud of all of you & I feel blest to be apart of this squad & this is a great way to start of the year lets keep it up!

BEEERVA- MY NAME IS LIZ & LOOK AT THIS hahah GOT EM’

PRACTICE- has been goin good I tried my first liberty but I kept falling haha but it was fun & after practice I been kickin it with VEE, ERICA, JAM, & ELLA mostly ELLA after practice she lets me practice driving on WEDNESDAY – after practice she let me drive to MOE’S house  had a SALT meeting after the meeting walked to ELLA’S house then JAM, ELLA, & I went to COST CO after ate at her restaurant then they let me DRIVE it was HELLA fun passed by a few friends houses then we decided to go to SHEREEN’S house so I drove there she had just gotten back from WISCONSIN after ELLA & I went back to my house for a while talked to KASEY then we went to OLD NAVY

YESTERDAY- was the FRESHIES ORIENTATION we performed the FIGHT SONG, JEANNINE came it felt kinda weird performing in front of them because their so dead I don’t know if it was the morning or their just not spirited like when we were done performing all I saw was LINK CREW cheering wtfeez last year the FRESHIES where hella happy to see us perform ohhh well

WELL school starts on WEDNESDAY yeesum & I still have to finish my packet & today we’re all goin to kick it at JON BOI’S house, SATURDAY I’m goin shopping with my cousin in the city, I asked BABE if he wanted to go but he said that he wanted to do have quality bonging & to catch up on things since we don’t see each other a lot also he said that he wanted to kick it with his friends before the school year start then on SUNDAY is the BASH at CHURCH witch starts at 6:30-9:00 BABE says that he has a surprise for me so I’m pretty excited for that MONDAY I have to retake my PERMIT TEST because it expired then after that not sure TUESDAY ASHLEY asked me if I wanted to go to GREAT AMERICA but I’m not sure cuz the next day is schooool boo!

Is SUMMER was all right wasn’t the best I think because a lot of it went to SUMMER SCHOOL for GEOMETRY they passed me on to ALGEBRA 2 but I decided that I want to retake GEOMETRY because I passed with a “C” & FRESHMAN year I had straight “A’s” & I want an “A” in GEOMETRY I mean I understand the concept & I like GEOMETRY it’s just that there is so much material to be covered in a short amount of time plus Mr. SHELTON was saying that he knows that I want to go to a university & on my transcript it’s doesn’t look good if I have all “A’s” & a “C” in GEOMETRY especially because it’s MATH but there a plus to that that means GEOMETRY will be hella easy for me since I I have a feel of the concept & I know what to be looking forward too…easy breezy also I didn’t really get to see THE LADIES as much as I wanted to we’re all busy & not all of us were able to make it but at least we were able to kick it & we were able to have outings not just kick it at someone’s house yeah so that’s that but I guess you can say that I am some what excited for school I mean it’s HIGH SCHOOL these are the years man….

OHH by the way before I forget I haven’t been on xanga for a while & I was reading the xanga’s on my subscriptions & I came upon this-

SUMMER IS ALMOST OVER..

damn that hella sucks.. i think summer was hella whack.. lat summer was the best.. we ALWAYS kicked it.. but i guess high school happened.. as brian says.. and its only like once in a while we do stuff together.. because of sports.. or SOMEONE DOESN’T GET PERMISION AND IS TOO SCARED TO ASK..WTF?! oh well..schools about to start and im finally gonna see people i havent seen in hella long..

okay BLAH BLAH BLAH shut the  FUCK UP! For your information he does asks & he does let me know he just decides to not go, you fuckin act like he’s scared of me or that he hides shit from me like for example when you say “ohhh we kicked it today blah blah blah & with  him who I mustn’t name or he might get in trouble” wtf is that, you think that I don’t know when he kicks it with you he tells me everything I mean he is my boyfriend you like to act like lets keep it a secret when we kick it or you don’t like to put is name on your xanga you like have to keep him a secret… HELLA cryin & havin a bitch fit over him, come on use your fuckin head your not a dumb as you look….& what type of bullshit are you tryin to blast STRESS FREE always tryin to rep that you are STRESS FREE when actually or not, how can you say that your STREES FREE when you hella mension that my boyfriend can’t kick it with you because of me & you’re the one starting drama tryin to blast shit on your profile & my space it’s like you trip over our relationship & you talk hella shit about our relationship, you try to prove that your stress free without us when actually it’s  like you can’t keep me/boyfriend off of your mind or mouth you’re the one giving yourself stress not us if you say that you’ve moved on then act like it….your proving the opposite of what your trying to rep your just showing that your letting ME get to you always tryin to say shit & blast shit don’t think that I don’t know about the things that you or your friend has said about us if you’ve noticed that I haven’t retaliated until now cuz obviously I don’t want drama & if you say that you don’t want drama then get our head out of the clouds & stop talking shit & mind your damn business in YOUR WORDS- “ STOP THE DRAMA & KEEP IT STRESS FREE BITCH” maybe it’s about time that you listen to your own words!

--peace--

MOOD: tired as f*ck, confused, & relieved

            WELL last night , plans hella did not go as planned on the real….yeah you can kinda say that all hell broke loose huh…..what a night but by the end of the night I talked to hella people & it made the situation a lot better! I talked to AMA, ASHLEY H, SHEREEN, & BABE but by the time I talked to BABE after like 30 min I started to fall asleep & he was asking me questions & I just started talking about CHEERLEADING wtfeeez…..it was funny

IN THE MORNING woke up called SHEREEN woke her up got ready then she picked me up went to practice which I thought went pretty well after SHEREEN, SHERREN’S BRO-HAM ERICA, & I went to HAWAIIAN DRIVE IN talked a lot about CHEERLEADING dropped her off home then went SHEREENS house kicked it there for hella long talked about a issssh load of shit then went to BASKIN ROBBINS dropped her bro-ham off to BIBLE study after we where off to the mall I finally bought my SPACER then SHEREEN & I bought clothes then we went to ASHLEY H’S house picked up her & VEE OHHH & ASHLEY got her TAT filled in which looks pretty sick then the 4 of us went to TACO BELL ate again stayed there for HELLA long talked about stuff & cracked jokes & miss MONKEY over here kept claiming that she was hearing “shit” right you all know that she just thinks that way haha I luv you VEE after that we all got dropped off home

(SHEREEN thanks for today I had hella fun as you know & for the advice we gotta finish the convo & guess what I’m gonna take a SHOWER since all you mofuckin ladies took a shower & me over here didn’t get to cuz I was with YOU the WHOLE DAY haha can’t wait for tomorrow I’m gonna bring my permit)

-peace-

MOOD: feelin pretty damn good

            “Shoo Shoo Shakin, Shoo Shakin up”

So it went down like this on FRIDAY was the last day of SUMMER SCHOOL and was I HELLA HAPPY but this part of me was going to miss the people in my GEOMETRY class but the good part about it was that I made a lot of new friends and I was able to talk to some of my old too! After SUMMER SCHOOL my madre took the bus with my bro-ham cuz our civic is in the shop and my padre has the other car so my mom came & my bro-ham went to football practice my mom and I ended up eating at this JAPANESE restaurant it was pretty cool it felt like one of those daughter/mother things and we were bonding & I’m pretty sure that she saw my tough ring I knew it too she probably didn’t want to say anything after we walked to KFC to the bus stop & what a walk it was haha & it was hella hot & my madre over here was putting my jacket over her head cuz she didn’t want to get dark, she should be the last person to be worrying about getting dark haha when we were waiting at the bus stop there was this man just picking up garbage yup and I was like awww what a good Samaritan I had a extra sandwich and I asked my mom if I could give to him and she “ieee lis I don’t think that he is poor & plus he might get mad” I don’t know why he would get mad but okay mom so that was the end of that on the bus there where a couple of KIDS sitting at the end of the bus & they where hella loud I couldn’t see who they were cuz I didn’t have my glasses on but when they got off the bus they ended up being 6^th graders when I was an 8^th grader and all I remember thinging about them was damn where they annoying but WILLIE& HENRY are cool when I got home I talked AMA waited for BABE to come over then we got dropped off at AMA’S when we got there we played with he brother for a while & waited for her mom to get ready then we got dropped at the mall BABE & I bought FIGHT NIGHT hell yeah buddy so he was pretty excited & AMA & I bought clothes and I got my bag after we were hella HUNGRY but the mall was closing & only TARGET was open so our hungry asses bought a shit load of candy, chips, &cookies then headed back to AMA’S casa but when we reached BURGER KING there where HELLA PEOPLE from there to all the way to CENTURY & there where hella COPS it was just hella routie maybe they where from UP IN THE FOG? When we got back to AMA’S there where also hella people & they were routie I was just waiting for them to start the game then around 11:00pm babe&I got picked up & called it a night

            SATURDAY-the MONSTER aka BABE came over ate with the family hello messin around & crackin jokes played FIGHT NIGHT ate & basically did all the couple stuff haha then watched SPINDERMAN then he left got sleepy & knocked out

            SUNDAY went to CHURCH after ate cuz you know that I am only like trying to gain weight haha then babe told me that he wanted to kick it with his buddies & maybe even sleep over & I encouraged him too sleep over so he’s at the movies right now I spent my day learning more about how to change an xanga I know what a nerd I’m STILL FIXIN IT and I talked to PEARL she was guiding me though the xanga shit & I talked to some of THE LADDIES & the my ATE HILDA, KUYA JOSEPH, & NEPHEW LANCE came over for dinner & brought us stuff from HAWAII so that was nice well now it’s about 9:47 on the dot & I need to get my CHEER stuff ready for tomorrow ,do other shit, & talk on the phone haha

--peace--

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MOOD: feelin optimistic and excited

HEEEEEY!

          Damn haven’t hit up in a long as time haha….well so much has happened since I last logged let me start of with SUMMER SCHOOL well GEOMETRY has been a crazy on the real! But it’s been getting better my last test I got a “B” so that was kinda cool there is just ONE more week I can’t wait until it’s over seriously….. but I do like the people in my GEOMETRY class and Brian and I have meet so many new people so that was a plus so lets move to the next topic in my life

            *CHEERLEADING well what can I say? Ummm….. the first few weeks weren’t that hot but NOW it’s been going a lot better but it’s like if it has gotten better what makes you think that it can’t get even BETTER right? So I think that we’re on our  way… I think that we’ll be good or even great as long as we WORK HARD, we’re kept motivated , and our hearts and minds are in it and most of all if we’re LOUD and hit our MOVES seriously that is like this squads biggest problem you would think that something so simple would be a given and we would be able to worry about other things like stunting then something that should come naturally seriously SO BE LOUD & PRACTICE PRACTICE! and there are a lot of girls who try their best and put a lot of effort but there are some girls who have to be told more than once and it’s like do you not listen? and some of their attitudes are like there just there to be there nah mean… there not motivated or not passionate about it and when we try to do fun things some of them are like “okay” like as if they feel retarded or some type of bull shit and it’s like before you tried out wasn’t their something about our squad that made you feel like “damn I want to be able to do that” or you wanted a piece of what we had and when you tried out JEANNINE chose you cuz she saw something in you and now that some of the girls who are part of the squad, they have attitudes are like they really don’t care or their not giving the effort to improve their selves and it’s like honey you aint all that hot yet  and that gets me hella MAD no shit I mean why be here if your aren’t to give it your all right? and none of us are trying to be mean we were just trying to constructive criticism  But I’ll give dibs on this past week it’s been goin pretty steady

            TO the SOUTH CITY CHEERLEADERS & sexy mama JEANNINE 2003-2004 I miss you all very much and there isn’t a day where I don’t think about our squad and all the beautiful memories I will cherish everything that we had in my heart and because of all of you ladies and gentlemen you guys motivate me to become a better CHEERLEADER! Damn I’m sorry but I miss them so much I mean we had so much chemistry together and when we were together we had hella fun & it was like CHEERLEADING was a place for all of us to get away from all the bullshit and just to come together and have fun I mean I don’t want to sound cocky or anything but it came to the point where we were literality the best and every challenge that was throne on us we were able to rise above it, it was kinda crazy cuz at practice and moe, nina, ces,ash, and I  did a liberty then to a extension then to a pop cradle and it was honestly the best  that we’ve done this whole summer and I remember when the stunt was done I yelled out “like that” and we were all hella happy and I felt like I was going to cry cuz it felt like old times with the other squad and some of the frustration burned off hopefully we can achieve what we had last season not all hope is lost and I am still holding faith and this is the beginning I think that it’s kinda crazy how I just realize that it’s faith and strength that keeps me going without I would honestly be lost or down in the bumps haha….

-BURNIN RUBBER QUICK ES HELL YOU NEED SOME TOLLET PAPER DON’T SHIT ON YOURSELF

FRIDAY- after summer school went to home and slept and AMA came over watched me sleep haha damn I luv that girl, then when I woke up we ate and watched ANIMALS MOST FUNNIEST what the feeeez crazy yes I know after we went to the mall and guess what LIZZY POOH did, she took hella long as usual went shopping of course and got my eyebrows waxed then went back to my casa and got ready AMA and I met up BABE, JON BOI, & ANDREW at JAMBA JUICE I felt kinda sorry for them cuz they were there for hella long after that we went to RONA’S party kicked it there for a while then the 5 of us went to go watch SPIDERMAN 2 I liked it a lot & effin JON BOI & AMA was all like “damn liz I was hella rollin, during the movies I was watching you and you were hella into it and excited and shit and makin all these expressions” sorry can’t help it if I enjoyed it we were suppose to meet up with KASEY&JERMEY but I guess that we went at different times after the movies we went back to JAMBA JUICE then BABE & JON BOI had this whole battle about SC football & EC football come on you all know who’s gonna win who else SC baby haha or at least I hope

Well the LADDIES have been okay ABBY’S okay with PANCAKES KASEY is okay with JERMEY LIZZY POOH is okay with BRIAN’S POOH haha TEENIE, CHELSE, & SANDY made up that name for me but TEENIE made up BRIAN’S POOH haha Ooo and by the way TEENIE stopped by our practice and she looked most stunning as ever okay getting off topic and AMA is over GERALD and ROSEANNE is doin her thang for KASEY’S B-DAY, THE CREW is celebrating it by eating at ELEPHANT BAR my favorite haha yeah baby Ooo and we’re gonna try to make it to UP IN THE FOG….yup so that exciting

I’ve been noticing that I am starting to loose myself and what I mean by that is….. like worrying to much being kinda depressed even though I don’t need to and basically  worrying about taking care of everyone and making sure that they are happy when I don’t have time for myself or my happiness and I hate the fact how it feels like every time I try or when it feels like thing are getting better there is always some stupid piece of bull shit that has to pull it down or ruin it and YOU know what I’m tired of it I mean I don’t want to seem selfish but I think it’s time for me to take care of myself and needs and get back on track I need to honestly RELAX and just do my thing and do what ever it is that floats my boat haha cuz it’s my summer I need to have fun with it cuz I am having fun it’s just I worry about the responsibilities that I have and sometimes I need to not worry about those things and just let life take it’s course……

Saturday- BABE & I are going to eat a RED LOBSTER I’ve never ate there so that’s what I think but my dad says that I didn’t eat but I don’t remember but the big heffer in my life says that it’s hella good there so I’m hella excited I invited the crew but they  think that it should just be us two awww haha so you know what that mean he’s at home getting ready and I’m here still logging so I gotta go and get ready…..  

-peace-